Invisible?

So, back to invisible. What I have learnt to do from my fake phase is to switch my mind off. This is a brilliant thing to be able to do because my mind can be a really annoying bitch that just won't shut up about things I honestly don't care about. I haven't mastered this skill yet.

When I say I shut my mind, I mean I manage to make myself stop thinking, and I just feel. I see what's around, I'll hear what you're saying, I'll feel what I'm touching and I'll absorb everything but I won't analyse it, I'll just let. it. be.

Letting things be is something we humans, as a species, seem to be VERY bad at.

When I'm letting things be I often find myself melting into the background, voluntarily, but the extent to which I feel like I'm not there is scary, so I snap back to reality (that just made me sing an eminem verse in my head :/)

I'm pretty sure thought, that if I let myself go completely. And if let myself feel like I am not, that you, sitting next to me, would also believe that I am not. And therefore I will not be. Lo and behold I'd be invisible, or alternatively, I'd stop existing. 

Scary. 

But exciting.